…happiness!

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Here I am again. Doing some finger exercise while my feelings are still lingering.
Whew!been in a warfare(self-warfare “sakto ang term?”) for several days now.
It’s really hard when we are fighting with our own selves. Agree?(Bahala ka if dili ka agree.)

I’m not into this stuff. Letting my feelings flow through writing. Aheheh! EMO mode. But I guess this would be better for me. It’s like I am in a state wherein I’d like to talk to people who can relate me. Talking stuffs like this. Letting all this unwanted excess baggage out of me. The thought of ,”ME”, Talking! Just talking! I know that somehow this will benefit me. Yeah! A great help. I don’t know if I’ll entertain advices. But just wanted to talk. Share.

Strange feelings I have in me right now. Maybe what causes these is the genre of music I am listening now. So classic! So mellow!
Or maybe perhaps the EMO side of me is scheduled to come out today. Lolz!

Whatever the reasons will be, …No comment… The fact that I’m letting these feelings to linger more, I have to deal with it.

Blog! Blog! Blog! best solution for now.

I’ve been exploring the cyberspace. Searching! Finding! keyword? “Happiness”. So boring thing. Lolz!

But I guess, this made my world so hell. Happiness! Happiness!

What i found? Happiness according to…

Been in me asking, How to have great happiness?

What should I do to have this?

Is happiness learned?

<11:30AM>

… lots of related questions I had in my mind lately.

…quotes  I’ve found while browsing….

Francoise de Motteville:

The true way to render ourselves happy is to love our work and find in it our pleasure.

I chose this one since my biggest Question about Happiness is something very related to my work. I’ve been tagging myself of being workaholic.  I work with passion, especially when the responsibility is being given to me. But the question is, am I happy? Is working with passion results to Happiness? Or I am just self-proclaiming that I am working with passion. Or Do I Understand the word PASSION?

Benjamin Disraeli:

Action may not always bring happiness, but there is no happiness without action.

Now I know… I am doing actions, actions which doesn’t lead me to happiness. What a life. So idiot. Why the hell,  am I doing these stuffs? Doing  actions that doesn’t give me happiness!

Edith Wharton:

If only we’d stop trying to be happy we’d have a pretty good time.

Hah? (nosebLeed ko dah!) Does this mean that I should do nothing about being happy. Enlighten me! (Bogo ko..Loading…Failed!)

<1:30PM>

Buddha:

Happiness comes when your work and words are of benefit to yourself and others.

…don’t know if benefits I have right now weigh more than the other way around.

Albert Schweitzer:

Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you love what you are doing, you will be successful.

So like this quote… I don’t know if love is present to what I’m doing right now (work). Maybe a bit. I guess this one answers one of my question. Loving work would be the key to happiness. So, how to do it? Another follow-up question.

Baruch Spinoza:

What everyone wants from life is continuous and genuine happiness.

Indeed! Genuine happiness.

Charles Schulz:

My life has no purpose, no direction, no aim, no meaning, and yet I’m happy. I can’t figure it out. What am I doing right?

Whew! admired this man.  No purpose? no direction?  no aim? no meaning? yet happy?! Hmmmm… So what makes a man happy? I wish I could experience this feeling. Lolz! Maybe, if  that happens, I can’t too even figure out the reason and may ask the same question as him. Lolz!

<2:30PM>

Much better now. I could make myself smile in a ‘lil way. Ahehe! Actually I am enjoying the “Keypress” funtion of the keyboard…

But my personal questions still remain.

One last quote…

Aristotle:

Happiness belongs to the self-sufficient.

toinks! bloody hell. Simple quote…but had a hard time internalizing it. Does this mean that happiness depends nothing else but myself? Ahuhuh!

I may not found all the answers I have but I’m so thankful that somehow, with this writing that I have, I made myself relaxed and feel good. Whew! C’est la vie.

I want to share more especially with the situation of my job, but I guess this is not the time… All the negas we’re being replaced with the enjoyment of typing.

Actually, I started this writing just this morning at around 9AM. The time at this moment… 3:37PM..

Soon soon… when struggling again, I’ll surely write it.

Life!

  • http://thewriterbythewindow.blogspot.com Elay

    I so agree with Ladiebug. Happiness is a choice! You may be in a party yet somehow you’ll feel alone. You may hear laughter everywhere yet you may feel so quiet. No matter how happy the world is, the choice is ours whether we will smile back or not. No one can really make us happy except ourselves.

    • http://markg87.net/ admin

      tnX foR that Dude!

  • ladiebug

    hapPiness remains to be a mysTery to most of uS. i bet moSt people ask the same thing. noW uR in the position i once had and always haVe. one more thing… HAPPINESS IS A CHOICE. xOxO

    • http://markg87.net/ admin

      a cHoice,,,,

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